She knows now
what use to be my escape
and I never wanted her
to know
I sit there waiting
for her to cry
the blood stops flowing
to my face
I brace
myself for the pain
and tons of rain

Fuck you
who the hell
do you think you are?
Your not some
big ass celebrity star
I'll cut your throat
leaving you to float
in your own damned blood
that bleeds from you
like a flood

I'll chain saw
your head off
putting it on a pike
and leaving it to rot
then bash it into
the ground
and you go down
to drown in hell
over and over again
don't ask how this began

I FUCKIN HATE YOU
I think you knew
Since I blew
your corpse to pieces
leaving dieseased
rats to eat
whats left
I'll defeat you every time
I'll do it
with a wicked smile
black eyes shine
as eats dine
on what use to be him
The one who blamed me
the one who took away my happyness
The one who feeds on greed
The one who never sees
The one who will die
The one who tired to hurt me

This is about my step dad. He pissed me off about me not taking care of his preious plants when I did take care of them. But later on he said that he was sorry since he saw that I did take care of everything else.

Waiting for the phone to ring
I grow nervous
my heart starts to sing
and I'm wondering
what she'll sound like
my mind ever so curious

The Phone rings
and I jump from the sound
I pick up the phone
and say hello
You sound cute
was the answer
Her voice sounds
So Angelic
that I knew
I would never forget it

I've known her for a long time
Yet I've never thought of her
in this kind of light
She gave my heart flight
by the sound or her voice
that has me bound

The connection to our phones dies
I curse and dispeise
I fell in love
with that voice
but I dont know
if she's straight
or not
I hope not
because her voice
has caught me
and won't let go

  Its about my friend Jen. We've been friends for a long time, and yesterday was the first time that I talked to her on the phone. She has such a beautiful voice <3!

What is this
inside of me
it flys away
and comes back so easisly

No matter how much I try
It will always come back
and then just stacks
Higher and Higher
Untill it decides
to fly away

She's trapped
in a corner
Darkness
surounds her
hidding her face
behind her legs
as she tastes

Thoughts
Feelings
Seem to be growing
in my head
wanting to bleed

I feel lonely
because I don't have
someone at my side
to be romantic with
to sit on the beach
and watch the tide

I'd write poems about her
and compare her
to beautiful flower
being in awe
at her lovely stare

I wonder
what he thinks of me
I wonder
if he dreams of me
I wonder
if he ever seemed
to notice me in a different way
Or maybe this is make beileve
and this will all decay

Is this just a school girl crush
maybe just a lust
Every time I see him
I freeze up
and stutter
The butterflies start to flutter

All I know is that
I want him
I crave him
and I wish he was mine
but he's never given a sign
he drives me crazy
I wonder if he thinks of me
that way
Maybe one day
he will give a sign
and then he'll be mine

   It's about Dave, who works at Chipotle. I woke up in the middle of the night & couldn't go back to sleep so I wrote this, but now that I really read it....it sounds like I'm a stalker....I must of been doing sumethin......

A shadow of a thought
roams through the hollow
It can not be fought
you must follow

It will happen

Feeling so high
that I could die
from the heat
you put me in